1. |
Color of Love
03:29
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Where has your love gone
What are you afraid of
I live to please you
Where has your love gone
Closed my eyes to the light
Tell me why I’m never satisfied
My love is never good enough
Pure devotion to most unholy
Diluted presence of power
Find me in the moonlight, hiding from the sunshine
Creeping underneath the sheets
Hide me from serenity
She is seducing my emotions
My heart follows because I am nothing
Sold my soul, I give it all
Fall to my knee I live to please
Fall to my knee, I’m your slave
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2. |
Eyez of Blue
02:39
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I can see the days when the life is being pulled from your eyes
You look into mine and I know you feel nothing
Faintest pure of heart
Why must life rip you apart
I need you more than you need me
I walk with you through your darkest days
Yearn for the sunshine to return to your eyes
Haze of grey clouds your vision
Agony of the human condition
You don't see every tear shed
Sunken into bathroom tile
Everything fades if I lay here
lay here
for awhile
Colors of love bleed out slowly
She wrote
Please don't see me differently
I loved you till the end
Say you’ll love me forever
We’ll be together forever
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3. |
Smile! Aren't You Happy?
03:22
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Dry your tears
Isn’t this what you’ve always wanted
Let it consume your soul
Tore us apart
Smile for me
Don’t beg, don’t plea
Tell me what you want
Apathy fuels my heart
What’s the point to all of this
Sterile puny humans feeding with grubby hands
Fuck you and everything that you love
Fuck me and fuck my life
Your purpose holds none
So how can I smile
How can you expect me to be happy
What am I living for
Fantasy nothingness filling our lives with pointless bullshit
I’m not afraid of taking my own life
So why do I hesitate
You’re alive and I hate it
I’m alive and I hate it
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4. |
blood.stained.silk
04:57
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Laying down to weep and wallow
You can’t keep running around
Play peaceful, play pretend
But you‘re still headed to your end
Another day through the pain
Another vwalk through the rain
Smooth, silent, silk
Smooth, silent, silk
Your warmth I crave
I can feel you inside my veins
When I look at your face
I know one day there’s a price that I will pay
Come to me and lay your heart down
This path will set you free
Here your secrets, secrets are safe
Rest now, sleep easily
Another day through the pain
Another walk through the rain
Smooth, silent, silk
Smooth, silent, silk
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5. |
Hymn of Heartbreak
03:05
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I can’t forget your face
My heartbreak still won’t fade
I wonder when I’ll get past this pain
And after all of this I know that it’ll never be the same
Inside
I know that I made a mistake
Let you go when I should have stayed
Only you can make me feel okay
You take away my pain
I never wanted this
You can’t look at me straight
Forever living in regret
I didn’t want to
But I had to let you go
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6. |
CRY!CRY!CRY!
01:48
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Been keeping my thoughts to myself
Emotions at a distance
Screaming at myself
Nobody fucking listens
Tried to drown my sorrows
In a bed of shame
Maybe one kiss of pleasure
Will erase my fucking pain
I’ll fuck the devil’s whore
If it makes me feel alright
Stimulate my senses
Blur my brain
Felt the sin
Forget your touch
Emotions in my eyes
And I look like shit
Filthy hands
Bring no pleasure
Lost in contrition
I wanna fuck
I feel so alone
Won’t you come with me
And destroy my home
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7. |
Funkytowne
03:27
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8. |
regretdisdainwallow
03:14
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Next time you see me I’ll have a smile on my face
Next time you see me I’ll be laying in my grave
Smelling the roses before they wilt
Leaving this world the way I came in
Everything is too good to be true
Crushed by the weight of the guilt you have placed upon me
The intensity of your “love” is rooted in selfishness
Hearing vibrations from your throat is like pulling teeth
And visions of your memory is like chewing tin foil
You called my name and cast me out with one breath
You turned away and watched me fall
What you see is what you get
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9. |
Delilah
04:17
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Delilah horridly heavenly
Delilah changing reality
Bringing me sanity
Fixing my apathy
Delicate sweet soul
My love
Delilah you are my everything
Delilah my one and only
Bringing me sanity
Fixing my apathy
You are the reason I feel alive
Delilah
Delilah my love
Delilah
Delilah my love
Please darling stay with me
Tell me that you’re happy
This life wouldn’t be the same without you
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Absence of Mine California
Rudy
Ryan
Hunter
Brandon
Ginno
Contact: absenceofmine.music@gmail.com
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