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Smile! Aren't You Happy?

by Absence of Mine

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Where has your love gone What are you afraid of I live to please you Where has your love gone Closed my eyes to the light Tell me why I’m never satisfied My love is never good enough Pure devotion to most unholy Diluted presence of power Find me in the moonlight, hiding from the sunshine Creeping underneath the sheets Hide me from serenity She is seducing my emotions My heart follows because I am nothing Sold my soul, I give it all Fall to my knee I live to please Fall to my knee, I’m your slave
2.
Eyez of Blue 02:39
I can see the days when the life is being pulled from your eyes You look into mine and I know you feel nothing Faintest pure of heart Why must life rip you apart I need you more than you need me I walk with you through your darkest days Yearn for the sunshine to return to your eyes Haze of grey clouds your vision Agony of the human condition You don't see every tear shed Sunken into bathroom tile Everything fades if I lay here lay here for awhile Colors of love bleed out slowly She wrote Please don't see me differently I loved you till the end Say you’ll love me forever We’ll be together forever
3.
Dry your tears Isn’t this what you’ve always wanted Let it consume your soul Tore us apart Smile for me Don’t beg, don’t plea Tell me what you want Apathy fuels my heart What’s the point to all of this Sterile puny humans feeding with grubby hands Fuck you and everything that you love   Fuck me and fuck my life Your purpose holds none So how can I smile How can you expect me to be happy What am I living for Fantasy nothingness filling our lives with pointless bullshit I’m not afraid of taking my own life So why do I hesitate You’re alive and I hate it I’m alive and I hate it
4.
Laying down to weep and wallow You can’t keep running around Play peaceful, play pretend But you‘re still headed to your end Another day through the pain Another vwalk through the rain Smooth, silent, silk Smooth, silent, silk Your warmth I crave I can feel you inside my veins When I look at your face I know one day there’s a price that I will pay Come to me and lay your heart down This path will set you free Here your secrets, secrets are safe Rest now, sleep easily Another day through the pain Another walk through the rain Smooth, silent, silk Smooth, silent, silk
5.
I can’t forget your face My heartbreak still won’t fade I wonder when I’ll get past this pain And after all of this I know that it’ll never be the same Inside I know that I made a mistake Let you go when I should have stayed Only you can make me feel okay You take away my pain I never wanted this You can’t look at me straight Forever living in regret I didn’t want to But I had to let you go
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CRY!CRY!CRY! 01:48
Been keeping my thoughts to myself Emotions at a distance Screaming at myself   Nobody fucking listens Tried to drown my sorrows In a bed of shame Maybe one kiss of pleasure Will erase my fucking pain I’ll fuck the devil’s whore If it makes me feel alright Stimulate my senses Blur my brain Felt the sin Forget your touch Emotions in my eyes And I look like shit Filthy hands Bring no pleasure Lost in contrition I wanna fuck I feel so alone Won’t you come with me And destroy my home
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Funkytowne 03:27
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Next time you see me I’ll have a smile on my face Next time you see me I’ll be laying in my grave Smelling the roses before they wilt Leaving this world the way I came in Everything is too good to be true Crushed by the weight of the guilt you have placed upon me The intensity of your “love” is rooted in selfishness Hearing vibrations from your throat is like pulling teeth And visions of your memory is like chewing tin foil You called my name and cast me out with one breath You turned away and watched me fall What you see is what you get
9.
Delilah 04:17
Delilah horridly heavenly Delilah changing reality Bringing me sanity Fixing my apathy Delicate sweet soul My love Delilah you are my everything Delilah my one and only Bringing me sanity Fixing my apathy You are the reason I feel alive Delilah Delilah my love Delilah Delilah my love Please darling stay with me Tell me that you’re happy This life wouldn’t be the same without you

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released June 3, 2019

All music written and performed by Absence of Mine

Recorded and produced by Elmo Arteaga at Gold Standard Studios in San Diego, CA
Mastered by Rollie Ulug

Additional vocals on “Hymn Of Heartbreak” by Curissa Alvarez
Additional electronic production on “Funkytowne” by REIGNPATH
Additional writing credits to David Clark

Artwork by Ginno Tacsiat

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Ryan
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Brandon
Ginno

Contact: absenceofmine.music@gmail.com

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